Hi, friends, new and old! ๐A little about me:โผโ๏ธ โพโ๏ธ โโ๏ธName(s):
โญ๏ธ-Missy/Melissa (given names)
โญ๏ธ-Carnelian Flame
โญ๏ธ Bodily/Actual Age: 28
โLittleโ ages: 3-5 little, 11-13 middle.Pronouns: she/he/doll/sheep โSexuality: Bi/omnisexual. ๐ณ๏ธ๐INFPT. MSU. 28. She/he/doll/sheep. โ Emo? Put lilacs on my grave๐ชฆ. I โก: sheep๐, writing/poetry๐, photography ๐ธ, swimming ๐๐ปโ๏ธ, nature ๐ฑ, art ๐จ, reading ๐, cartoons ๐ฆธ๐ปโ๏ธ, tarot ๐ด, the macabre ๐ & animals. Little๐ผ. BLM.
From the river to the sea ๐.๐ต๐ธ๐
I also have been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Binge Eating Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and Dyscalculia. Recovering from self-harm, on-and-off since age 11. Sub๐ฅบ, Little๐ผ, Brat ๐, & sheep pet.
The way to my heart ๐ซis through asking for a poetry or writing ๐ sample. 420-friendly. ๐๐จDM Status: Open. ๐ฌLittle/Baby (Y/N): Yes.CG (Y/N): No.Looking for: Friends mostly, but also more!I am a: sub, lil, brat, sheep pet, & also a Virgo! โ๏ธAbout my lil side: I love being taken care of/held. Cartoons, art, stuffies, music, snacks & Monster High! ๐ฉท๐ค๐งโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโ๏ธSafe word/phrase: ๐Fav Color: ๐๐คFav Foods: Pasta! ๐Fav Diapers: candy castle landofgenie ๐ฐFav Stuffies: Peaches the unicorn ๐๐ฆFav Pacifiers: LGBTQ ๐420 leaf.Fav Movies: Benjamin Button, The Butterfly Effect ๐ฆ, Sweeney Todd, & Repo! the Genetic OperaFav Books: The Glass Castle ๐ฐ by Jeanette Walls & The Kite Runner ๐ช by Khaled HosseiniHobbies/Interests/Hyperfixations:
-sheep ๐
-mental health (MDD, SAD, Borderline, PTSD)
-trees ๐ณ
-flowers ๐ธ (photography especially) ๐ธ
-botanical gardens ๐ชป
-Mario Kart ๐๏ธ
-retro video games ๐พ
-Sailor Moon ๐
-SA support/recovery
-Reading Rainbow ๐๐
-thunderstormsโ๏ธ
-autumn ๐๐
-90โs cartoons especially; Courage The Cowardly Dog, Doug, Hey Arnold, Rugratz, Dexterโs Laboratory, Fosterโs Home for Imaginary Friends, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, SpongeBob, Gargoyles, Arthur, Cyberchase, Catdog, Ren & Stimpy, etc. etc.
-The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina ๐
-sapphic movies, like; โBut Iโm a Cheerleaderโand โLost and Deliriousโ ๐ณ๏ธ๐
-My Little Pony ๐ฆ
-The Powerpuff Girls ๐
-Care Bears ๐งธ
-drawing โ๏ธ๐ป
-LGBT Microlabels ๐ณ๏ธ๐
-Winx Club ๐ง๐ปโ๏ธ
-self-harm support/recovery ๐ฉน
-stuffed animals/๐งธ Squishmallows/Squishables
-museums ๐ผ
-horror ๐ช
-Halloween ๐
-School Spirits ๐ป
-Dr. Phil ๐จ๐ป๐ฆฒ
-Teen Titans (original) ๐ฆธ๐ปโ๏ธ
-nature ๐ฑ
-hamsters ๐น
-dogs ๐ถ
-Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders
-Monster High ๐งโ๏ธ
-Animal Crossing
-photography ๐ธ
-pacifiers
-Llamas With Hats ๐ฆ
-tattoos ๐
-Americaโs Next Top Model ๐ฏโ๏ธ
-reading ๐
-age regression ๐ผ
-marijuana ๐จ
-Salad Fingers ๐ฅ
-writing โ๏ธ๐ป
-editing โ๏ธ
-poetry ๐
-Happy Tree Friends ๐ณ
-ghosts/paranormal๐ป
-true crime ๐ช
-Bridgerton ๐ธ๐ผ๐
-Antiques Roadshow ๐บ
-tarot ๐
-death
-skulls/skeletons ๐
-orchards/cider mills ๐
-suicide-prevention
-painting ๐จ
-Super Soul Sunday ๐๐ป
-art ๐ผ
-rock, metal, alternative, indie, emo, folk, blues, bluegrass, metalcore, deathcore, classic rock, rap-rock/rap-metal, K-pop, 80's, 90's, 2000's ๐ต
-watercolor/acrylic painting ๐จ
-pennyboarding ๐น
-journaling ๐
-Ghost Adventures ๐ป
-Criminal Minds ๐ง
-swimming ๐๐ปโ๏ธ
-anything involving food ๐
-shopping ๐
-attending concerts ๐ธ
-self-care ๐
-House M.D. ๐ฉบ
-keeping pets/animal rescue ๐น
-learning French ๐ซ๐ท
-snakes and reptiles ๐
-sleeping/naps ๐ด
-walking (nature walks especially) ๐
-spoken word ๐ฌ
-making and collecting memes ๐
-gardening (indoor or outdoor) ๐ชด
-watching TV, Netflix, Hulu, Disney+, Discovery+, ๐ป
-seeing friends ๐ซ
-going on social media, and surfing the Internet. ๐Notable quotables:โFaith is the bird ๐๏ธ that feels the light โ๏ธ & sings while the dawn is still dark๐.โ
-Rabindranath TagoreโAnd If heartbreak ๐ could kill one, I would've died a thousand deaths.โ
-DiyaโNo man knows, till he has suffered from the night, how sweet and dear to his heart๐ซand eye ๐๏ธ the morning can be.โ
-Bram Stoker"If God created all things, then everything has to carry His Divine DNAโฆGod Carries forth His Divine Light into those beautiful blades of grassโฆ. So what else are those blades of grass, except all children of God? โฆ.They will think itโs Pantheism. Pantheism means God and all things are equal. Weโre not Pantheists. God IN all things, not God IS all things. Itโs subtle. Iโm not saying this grass IS God, but that God is revealed THROUGH the blade of grass, especially if and whenโฆ I love it, I respect it, I look at it, I see it, I care for and cherish it. The first thing God does is create light. Let there be light. Light isnโt something that you actually see, itโs that by WHICH you see everything else. Thatโs why it had to be first. The Christ-light allows me to see the beauty, the gratuity, and the non-necessityโฆWhy is there anything instead of nothing? God is infused, above, around in and throughout everything. We can find a meaning, even in suffering. Even in the darkest shadow, you have a choice, now, to either pay attention to what you had, and what you lost, or you can find something you love that is still here, or something you can create here. We are forever in that divine relationship."
-Father Richard Rohr, Oprah Winfrey, and Dr. Edith Eva EgerโI can take a little bit more, let's shake this poet ๐ out of the beast ๐นโฆโ -MitskiโBut as in ethics, evil is a consequence of good, so, in fact, out of joy is sorrow born.โ
-Edgar Allan PoeThank you for reading, and thank you so much for your time. -Missy
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TW: SH/ADULT CONTENT!!!!THIS IS MY SELF-HARM ACCOUNT. TRIGGER WARNING FOR EVERYTHING. (18+!!! MANDATORY!)I'm pro recovery, but slip up a lot and post pics; this is my safe space, so please be nice!(18+) KINK STUFF:-Age-play/Ddlg, with a sexual component. I'm ALWAYS the Little. (No diapers, will only go as far as a "little girl personality" with coloring, wanting to go on trips to a park or something, sitting on your lap, sheep stuffed animals, blankies, playing with animals, giggling, and having a pacifier.)-Sensuous sub, looking for a gentle/sensuous Dom. I can be roughly dominated as well but I like to mix it up between both gentle and rough depending on the day and my mood. (CAUTION: Shifts back and forth between deeply submissive and br@t like tendencies.)-Aquaphile. I just REALLY like water. ;)-Pet play. I love to pretend to be a sheepy! I'm a sheep but I pretty much have a dog personality.-Rope Bunny. Pretty inexperienced in this area but would love a nice rigger to help me, but caution, I'm fat and heavy so PREPARE.-R*pe play/CNC. Of COURSE, for my safety this needs to be discussed first.-Mild/Occasional Masochist.-Occasional Degradee.-Prey. I am a sheep after all. Treat me like one.-Wax Play. I'm very inexperienced in this too (have literally NEVER done it) but I would love to try.-Occasional Throat/Puke slut.
DNF/DNI...
If you're a MINOR, (UNDER 18) transphobic, (including with non binary people), homophobic, racist, Zionist, fatphobic, xenophobic, etc; if you're radfem/terf, transmed, or agree with their stuff; if you dislike or are triggered by Littles and age regressors; if you are against SW, if youโre pro-life, if youโre against reproductive rights and childfree femmes, if you are extremely religious, if youโre s3xu4lly attracted to minors; if youโre only on edtwt not shtwt, if you're on shtwt too it's fine.Twitter:
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